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Nvmnd

by Mostafa

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1.
Nvmnd 02:41
Yo Give them something they could smile for Get my style on I been around Hope it’s wide arms when the time comes, It’s been awhile This the latest I made this to make you proud Something to shed the weight with celebrating the now Trying to keep focused over the summer she something I could get into Im telling her that I want her I’m fucking with instrumentals im building until the come up She’s bumping it like she meant to we partying til the sun up Made a song for her said it’s all yours I’m I give you all I can but I know you want more I be feeling like the man when I’m rolling on tour If you let me take your hand I can show you my world This just a little something you can vibe with Fill the void with or get inspired with While time slips And the mind drifts When you stranded in that silence Hope you find you when you find this Yes find you when you find this Never mind them find you when you find this Never mind find you when you find this Never mind them find you when you find this Never mind find you when you find this Never mind them find you when you find this Never mind find you when you find this Never mind them find you when you find this Never mind See if I can make em feel something Help em heal some Trying to hit em with the real um It’s a real one Let me give em just a lil love I’m back it’s been a minute I’m giving you all I can on a canvas its spitting image Been A long week But I got beats So it’s god speed Trying to give em something that they all need it’s all g If it’s all me Let it all breathe Never lost sleep over what they said I won’t be yo Trying to keep constant with concentration She got me feeling the flyest I’m caught in her constellation Got her feeling the vibe and she got me all on a playlist Know you need to feel something and so I made this This just a little something you could smile to Hoping when you need it it’ll find you And I’m hoping when you see me it remind you What they see ain’t what define you find you when you find this Never mind them find you when you find this Never mind find you when you find this Never mind them find you when you find this Never mind find you when you find this Never mind them find you when you find this Never mind find you when you find this Never mind them find you when you find this Never mind never mind
2.
y.o.u 05:13
I just wanna make her smile Bear with me this could take awhile Bear with me this could take awhile She in a bad mood had a bad day And she sad too she hoping that it ain’t here to stay Like a tattoo Get her ice cream give her that spoon make the raps smooth Make her laugh too hoping that’s cool cause When she happy that shit make me happy And she got a smile that make me feel amazing can’t explain exactly What it is But I’m in love with everything she do The faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes The way she play it safe to how she breaking all the rules Baby I’m in love with you But that don’t really mean a thing if I don’t love myself Let’s get it started what’s the difference Once the heart is bleeding and the songs gets written And I’ve given all I got to keep the dream from falling victim To these vivid little thoughts that intervene and cause the distance And I believe in that little bit of love that go a long way Learned how to give it never knew how to receive it Never felt like I deserved it I been searching for that feeling It’s some wounds beneath the surface I ain’t perfect but I’m healing And I’m holding on but slowly slipping And if you know me then you know it’s hard to cope with this one See I always been at war with the pieces and parts that’s broken Found peace in her arms though I know it’s just for the moment It’s nothing that lasts forever everything is temporary I’m reminded driving by the cemetery But I’m barely getting started When they bury me they bury me an artist Til then, I’m just out here trying to figure out what god is If you watching while I fall apart then Pardon but it’s hard to keep the heart in When you poking at the scars and I don’t know how to respond It got me focused on the flaws I hit the road and show em off So now the globe been getting small But told em hold all the applause, Cause it ain’t over till the nightmares done Until there ain’t really a need for me to write this one Until I find the time to rest and and I can smile at my reflection Til that part of me that died been resurrected If I said it then I felt it Never meant to fall in love I felt Defenseless Dropped defenses tried to fight it couldn’t help it Let you all the way inside to see the wreckageFrom a world that doesn’t want me despite how I connected it was you that didn’t want me And in spite of all of my efforts it was you that didn’t want me I been Trying to make some sense of how you drew me in your story Was it always just pretend or did I lose you in the morning Every dream has gotta end And All I needed was a friend And when I held you in my arms I swear that feeling was intense It was home Didn’t notice all your demons creeping in And that’s the only part I really regret Heavy be the heart that beats in the chest you know the rest When she happy that shit make me happy Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes When she happy that shit make me happy Baby I’m in love with you When she happy that shit make me happy Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes When she happy that shit make me happy Baby I’m in love with you But that don’t really mean a thing if you don’t love yourself And in the end it’s just a pattern How you run from everyone that matters After all been said and done And dust been settled from the things you said and done I wonder if you’ll finally face your skeletons And wrestle from the grasp of all of those shadows that you battle ain’t nothing that can save us From the things thats bound to change us Like the pain of how I held you in my arms and watched you slowly slip away until I stared into your eyes and saw a stranger In the place of the person that used to love me Immersed in a truth that’s ugly Three little words that you used to cut me Should’ve known another poem another broken hearted song I’m still alone feeling like I don’t belong But I finally been connecting with myself again Plus I got my health again Accumulating wealth with plans to break up out this hell I’m in And this was love that’s what it was look what it did though Heavy be the head that’s laying on the pillow When she happy that shit make me happy Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes When she happy that shit make me happy Baby I’m in love with you When she happy that shit make me happy Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes When she happy that shit make me happy Baby I’m in love with you When she happy that shit make me happy When she happy that shit make me happy When she happy that shit make me happy
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Smooth as butter brother bout to build up better then let it fall apart Pick up the pieces and put them together like puzzles I bet that they call it art How we been dealing with all of that struggle then get up again that's a lot of heart Hoping my people'll be there the minute I'm needing a friend and they always are Watch who you chilling with Some of the homies ain't even that real and shit All of my brothers is down to get militant if it come down to it ready to kill and shit I been a victim and I been the villainous check who you dealing with don't even try Ain't got the time we didn't come to divide Love me or stay out my vibe Trying to grow and find a road to pave Lines and quotes and rhymes it's all the same I don't know what I'm supposed to say Trying to put the mind up on a page Love to the ones that been listening look what we living in dinner been ramen for days I been rhyming defining what bind us and trying to bust out of them chains This ain't a game climbing up out of that cage word to the ones at my side If I got it you got it I gotta be honest a lotta these artists a lie Coming for mine You could love it or hate it but mamma we made it I'm fine Coming for mine You could love it or hate it but mama we made it I'm fine Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yulla beena bil araby a3ref atkelem asalem alekoom shwaya shwaya Aywa ya amm izayek Sheyfek waeef kidda labes galabeia Anna faker giddo inta sheklek zayyou Anna wa ef hinna tala3 bas wee gayee Anna wa ef hinna tala3 bas wee gayee Min america rega3at 3la baladi eh il shieakah wel halawa de omie dah alet lee Low hatet kelem tet kelem bas etaked inek inta tetkelem be sabeb feeh Fah ooltilhah ok Alby fil sought meya fil meya Masek alamee ketablokum kootob ah oolukum izzay Mafeesh hagga helwa Bas Coolou quayse Kol had beet kelem Mahb3rufsh bay ool eh Mish lainny mish fahem Anna mish fahem leh Why you wan talk if you really ain't got nothing that you could say Yebny anna asel iswid Baeally barra min zamman Khalas anna hynna mnower il dinya Khalat collou alaan Laeit il ballad zahma Habibi wase3 makan Laeit el ballad zahma Yabney wasa3ly makkan Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
4.
I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me pulling circles doing flips on me My mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me My mind playing tricks on me pulling circles pulling flips on I'm infatuated By the game and the fame and the name but the money got me agitated Feel like I'm out of david Forget about me and I'm a come back chunky as milk when it's out of dated I set the bar fuck your affidavit Won't take the stand but yo I make a statement What you watching now is truly greatness Never dropping like the newest latest Prestigious steps I swear I'm too invasive Yo Stafa let me get em son You need that dope and I'm a start bubbling coke til I get it done You niggas brittle when the winter come I hit the road and start dropping these raps like loads til I get a ton Sharp minded with the sickest tongue Eating rappers til I'm fat as pun Fatter than biggie I'm the fattest one Won't call you simple til the status come I'm on autopilot til the baggage come I love it Buddy really bully the budget And never got picked on tell me how does he does it It's easy as easy does it Being wide open you curtains and shooting buckets It's nothing I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me pulling circles doing flips on me My mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me My mind playing tricks on me pulling circles doing flips on And it's on me I'm a menace how they playing both sides straddling fences We build it up on the front line they bump it back in the trenches ok Got me crazy I'm back for breakfast First through the entrance the last to exit the last to laugh on a path that's reckless Living fast with the math invested Trying to stack it up fast enough so the fam ain't stuck in the trap we're set with Well connected the academics from asphalt Rattle them heads shatter glass jaws Get what you ask for out of this world bout to blast off Fill the passports Mornings on a mission been sipping something since last call with Jae tilt Mo and j will If heads is hate filled fuck em we break what they build really we onto something Talking but ain't saying nothing I peeped the style out Left em behind now we miles out took the fly route Over dedicated ain't never taking no time out Best to mind your mouth when you saying something in my house Built with blood sweat sitting wondering what's next Living a life of unrest sacrifices at sunset So who want it come get it it's nothing thinking it's sweet You thought it's something it wasn't end of discussion
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Oh how sweet life is with you Hand in hand hold me close In light of the moon I wanna get away with you I wanna get away I wanna stay with you You make it all okay La da laa de dah dah La da laa de dah dah La da laa de dah dah La da laa de dah dah La da laa de dah dah La da laa de dah dah La da laa de dah dah La da laa de dah dah Never felt this way before You're showing me a little something a little something more Didn't know I could feel this way with you it's more than just another game to play Never felt this way before It's feeling like it's always afternoon I'm crafting tunes to match the mood You know how magic do I'm in love with how I laugh with you Infatuated watching how the candle light just dance with you Baby fuck the world they couldn't handle you Take my chance with you you can take up my time I share my sands with you A glance at you and I see you shine I'm trying to stand with you I'm making plans with you you picture perfect make the canvas move I'm a face the world while hand in hand with you And I don't wanna hide no more they had me feeling so confused But you see me and I love being me with you ooh ooh ooh And I don't wanna hide no more they had me feeling so confused But you see me and I love being me with you You ain't gotta hide it I'll be here through it all At your side through every high and every fear through the fall I'm a hold you while you cry then wipe the tears from your jaw Baby I just wanna be where you are I'll be here to kill the spiders when you scared on your porch Bring you coffee when you tired water there when you cough If you feeling uninspired I'm a carry the torch Baby I just wanna be where you are
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Vice 02:43
She don't love me she just co dependent How you tell the story you don't know the ending Thought I had it all but it was only rented Gin be some time before these holes get mended I need a minute For now I'm swerving rolling reckless speed exceeding limits She gon tell it like we both connected Indeed we didn't It's always something wrong it's like a broken record So I'm moving on got no time to lose at all who you kidding Be back up in her arms before I wrote this sentence Knowing that we'll both regret it Fuck it let it breathe Told her that I'd never leave Packed my bags and hit the road for seven weeks Ces la vie gotta find a way Why she trying to hibernate Blowing up my line I told her I ain't got the time today Too many miles away Too many nights I lie awake I should probably let her know she's just a vice I'm trying to shake Then let her know I hope she smiles today Hey yeah let her know I hope she smiles today Now lets go She got me feeling so low But still I get by Thinking how she get me feeling so high Well alright Now lets go She got me feeling so low But still I get by Thinking how she get me feeling so high Well alright I don't think I really miss her Still trying to find a frame to fit the picture These days she only love me off a sip of that elixir Off the liquor I could party with her That's all it is though She'll tell you it gets deeper than that I beg to differ it was different back before she did dirt She did me dirty, other worldly beauty fooled me thinking that she sweet as hershey I deserve it but she don't deserve me And ain't perfect but she know she hurt me But didn't care so Moving on They said that time heals all Left behind these scars Never mind these flaws I'm feeling friendly Call her up to see if she could tempt me Yo wait a second She don't really love me she just co dependent Don't pretend it's more than just a couple broken souls connecting hoping that if we can keep each other close then all these holes get mended, I suppose it's open ended but for now I'll fly away Let her know I hope she finds a brighter day yo Now lets go She got me feeling so low But still I get by Thinking how she get me feeling so high Well alright Now lets go She got me feeling so low But still I get by Thinking how she get me feeling so high Well alright Now let's go
8.
Look Hold up wait a minute I don't play positions Staying on a mission my ambition keeps me driven Living in between conditions I was deep in my transition If I say it it was written if you hate it it's division If I'm paid it's commission if it's playing then you listen Words cut deep what I'm saying it's incision Life is heavy I was ready everyday I'm dodging prison My brother got shot every day I hope he visits So my faith is my extension and I pray and stay consistent One foot in one foot out just the way I'm coexisting I ain't saying so religious I'm a saint with no forgiveness I'm saying so horrendous that today my soul is drifting And the way you know I'm gifted is the pace I po position The way I know I'm different is the way I stay consistent Concise concision Precise precision Feeling like my life can see the heights intended Build bridges of trust that bear the weight of truth Still dealing with the stuff that I can't recoup See why you ain't into loot That's my daily pursuit You can't persuade me to shoot That don't even compute Oooh all alone when the lights die Trying to find something like a lifeline Heavy on the shoulders and ready for the fight trying never mind Wrong place at the right time Yeah All alone when the lights die Trying to find something like a lifeline Heavy on the shoulders and ready for the fight trying never mind Wrong place at the right time Yo I been trying to get the head straight shed that dead weight Run it up until the legs ache and the bread breaks It's a lot up on the chest plate Check it I'm a be honest feel like I'm breaking beneath that burden they placing upon us Mama called me crying steady losing her composure Said baby I been trying but it's too much on the shoulders Told her I'm a find the time Got problems of my own but I wanna make it better like your baby boys supposed to Out here trying to navigate a world I don't fit in with Hate us when we gone I know they probably gonna miss this Might've got it wrong another product of conditions Just another song about the struggle not what this is This is something different And it did what it did a vibe to connect with Got me lifted I'm a live how I live Shine when I'm tested Take time to reflect and link with my brother minds intersected My tribe in the trenches Keep wise with intentions Tested Oooh all alone when the lights die Trying to find something like a lifeline Heavy on the shoulders and ready for the fight trying never mind Wrong place at the right time Yeah All alone when the lights die Trying to find something like a lifeline Heavy on the shoulders and ready for the fight trying never mind Wrong place at the right time

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Nvmnd is the follow up to Mostafa's critically acclaimed 2018 "L.B.O.L" album.

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released October 17, 2023

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