1. |
Nvmnd
02:41
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Yo
Give them something they could smile for
Get my style on
I been around
Hope it’s wide arms when the time comes,
It’s been awhile
This the latest I made this to make you proud
Something to shed the weight with celebrating the now
Trying to keep focused over the summer
she something I could get into Im telling her that I want her
I’m fucking with instrumentals im building until the come up
She’s bumping it like she meant to we partying til the sun up
Made a song for her said it’s all yours
I’m I give you all I can but I know you want more
I be feeling like the man when I’m rolling on tour
If you let me take your hand I can show you my world
This just a little something you can vibe with
Fill the void with or get inspired with
While time slips
And the mind drifts
When you stranded in that silence
Hope you find you when you find this
Yes
find you when you find this
Never mind them
find you when you find this
Never mind
find you when you find this
Never mind them
find you when you find this
Never mind
find you when you find this
Never mind them
find you when you find this
Never mind
find you when you find this
Never mind them
find you when you find this
Never mind
See if I can make em feel something
Help em heal some
Trying to hit em with the real um It’s a real one
Let me give em just a lil love
I’m back it’s been a minute
I’m giving you all I can on a canvas its spitting image
Been A long week
But I got beats
So it’s god speed
Trying to give em something that they all need
it’s all g If it’s all me
Let it all breathe
Never lost sleep over what they said I won’t be yo
Trying to keep constant with concentration
She got me feeling the flyest I’m caught in her constellation
Got her feeling the vibe and she got me all on a playlist
Know you need to feel something and so I made this
This just a little something you could smile to
Hoping when you need it it’ll find you
And I’m hoping when you see me it remind you
What they see ain’t what define you
find you when you find this
Never mind them
find you when you find this
Never mind
find you when you find this
Never mind them
find you when you find this
Never mind
find you when you find this
Never mind them
find you when you find this
Never mind
find you when you find this
Never mind them
find you when you find this
Never mind never mind
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2. |
y.o.u
05:13
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I just wanna make her smile
Bear with me this could take awhile
Bear with me this could take awhile
She in a bad mood had a bad day
And she sad too she hoping that it ain’t here to stay
Like a tattoo
Get her ice cream give her that spoon make the raps smooth
Make her laugh too hoping that’s cool cause
When she happy that shit make me happy
And she got a smile that make me feel amazing can’t explain exactly What it is
But I’m in love with everything she do
The faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes
The way she play it safe to how she breaking all the rules
Baby I’m in love with you
But that don’t really mean a thing if I don’t love myself
Let’s get it started what’s the difference
Once the heart is bleeding and the songs gets written
And I’ve given all I got to keep the dream from falling victim
To these vivid little thoughts that intervene and cause the distance
And I believe in that little bit of love that go a long way
Learned how to give it never knew how to receive it
Never felt like I deserved it I been searching for that feeling
It’s some wounds beneath the surface I ain’t perfect but I’m healing
And I’m holding on but slowly slipping
And if you know me then you know it’s hard to cope with this one
See I always been at war with the pieces and parts that’s broken
Found peace in her arms though I know it’s just for the moment
It’s nothing that lasts forever everything is temporary
I’m reminded driving by the cemetery
But I’m barely getting started
When they bury me they bury me an artist
Til then, I’m just out here trying to figure out what god is
If you watching while I fall apart then Pardon but it’s hard to keep the heart in
When you poking at the scars and
I don’t know how to respond
It got me focused on the flaws
I hit the road and show em off
So now the globe been getting small
But told em hold all the applause,
Cause it ain’t over till the nightmares done
Until there ain’t really a need for me to write this one
Until I find the time to rest and and I can smile at my reflection
Til that part of me that died been resurrected
If I said it then I felt it
Never meant to fall in love I felt
Defenseless
Dropped defenses tried to fight it couldn’t help it
Let you all the way inside to see the wreckageFrom a world that doesn’t want me
despite how I connected it was you that didn’t want me
And in spite of all of my efforts it was you that didn’t want me
I been Trying to make some sense of how you drew me in your story
Was it always just pretend or did I lose you in the morning
Every dream has gotta end
And All I needed was a friend
And when I held you in my arms I swear that feeling was intense
It was home Didn’t notice all your demons creeping in
And that’s the only part I really regret
Heavy be the heart that beats in the chest you know the rest
When she happy that shit make me happy
Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes
When she happy that shit make me happy
Baby I’m in love with you
When she happy that shit make me happy
Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes
When she happy that shit make me happy
Baby I’m in love with you
But that don’t really mean a thing if you don’t love yourself
And in the end it’s just a pattern
How you run from everyone that matters
After all been said and done
And dust been settled from the things you said and done I wonder if you’ll finally face your skeletons
And wrestle from the grasp of all of those shadows that you battle
ain’t nothing that can save us
From the things thats bound to change us
Like the pain of how I held you in my arms and watched you slowly slip away until I stared into your eyes and saw a stranger
In the place of the person that used to love me
Immersed in a truth that’s ugly
Three little words that you used to cut me
Should’ve known another poem another broken hearted song I’m still alone feeling like I don’t belong
But I finally been connecting with myself again
Plus I got my health again
Accumulating wealth with plans to break up out this hell I’m in
And this was love that’s what it was look what it did though
Heavy be the head that’s laying on the pillow
When she happy that shit make me happy
Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes
When she happy that shit make me happy
Baby I’m in love with you
When she happy that shit make me happy
Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes
When she happy that shit make me happy
Baby I’m in love with you
When she happy that shit make me happy
When she happy that shit make me happy
When she happy that shit make me happy
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3. |
Butter الزبدة
03:12
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Smooth as butter brother bout to build up better then let it fall apart
Pick up the pieces and put them together like puzzles I bet that they call it art
How we been dealing with all of that struggle then get up again that's a lot of heart
Hoping my people'll be there the minute I'm needing a friend and they always are
Watch who you chilling with Some of the homies ain't even that real and shit
All of my brothers is down to get militant if it come down to it ready to kill and shit
I been a victim and I been the villainous check who you dealing with don't even try
Ain't got the time we didn't come to divide
Love me or stay out my vibe
Trying to grow and find a road to pave
Lines and quotes and rhymes it's all the same
I don't know what I'm supposed to say
Trying to put the mind up on a page
Love to the ones that been listening look what we living in dinner been ramen for days
I been rhyming defining what bind us and trying to bust out of them chains
This ain't a game climbing up out of that cage word to the ones at my side
If I got it you got it I gotta be honest a lotta these artists a lie
Coming for mine
You could love it or hate it but mamma we made it I'm fine
Coming for mine
You could love it or hate it but mama we made it I'm fine
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yulla beena bil araby a3ref atkelem asalem alekoom shwaya shwaya
Aywa ya amm izayek
Sheyfek waeef kidda labes galabeia
Anna faker giddo inta sheklek zayyou
Anna wa ef hinna tala3 bas wee gayee
Anna wa ef hinna tala3 bas wee gayee
Min america rega3at 3la baladi eh il shieakah wel halawa de omie dah alet lee
Low hatet kelem tet kelem bas etaked inek inta tetkelem be sabeb feeh
Fah ooltilhah ok
Alby fil sought meya fil meya
Masek alamee ketablokum kootob ah oolukum izzay
Mafeesh hagga helwa
Bas Coolou quayse
Kol had beet kelem
Mahb3rufsh bay ool eh
Mish lainny mish fahem
Anna mish fahem leh
Why you wan talk if you really ain't got nothing that you could say
Yebny anna asel iswid
Baeally barra min zamman
Khalas anna hynna mnower il dinya
Khalat collou alaan
Laeit il ballad zahma
Habibi wase3 makan
Laeit el ballad zahma
Yabney wasa3ly makkan
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
Yallah beena baka yallah yallah beena baka
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4. |
Circles (feat. Jae Tilt)
02:44
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I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me
I think my mind playing tricks on me pulling circles doing flips on me
My mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me
My mind playing tricks on me pulling circles pulling flips on
I'm infatuated
By the game and the fame and the name but the money got me agitated
Feel like I'm out of david
Forget about me and I'm a come back chunky as milk when it's out of dated
I set the bar fuck your affidavit
Won't take the stand but yo I make a statement
What you watching now is truly greatness
Never dropping like the newest latest
Prestigious steps I swear I'm too invasive
Yo Stafa let me get em son
You need that dope and I'm a start bubbling coke til I get it done
You niggas brittle when the winter come
I hit the road and start dropping these raps like loads til I get a ton
Sharp minded with the sickest tongue
Eating rappers til I'm fat as pun
Fatter than biggie I'm the fattest one
Won't call you simple til the status come
I'm on autopilot til the baggage come
I love it
Buddy really bully the budget
And never got picked on tell me how does he does it
It's easy as easy does it
Being wide open you curtains and shooting buckets
It's nothing
I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me
I think my mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me
I think my mind playing tricks on me pulling circles doing flips on me
My mind playing tricks on me I think my mind playing tricks on me
My mind playing tricks on me pulling circles doing flips on
And it's on me I'm a menace how they playing both sides straddling fences
We build it up on the front line they bump it back in the trenches ok
Got me crazy I'm back for breakfast
First through the entrance the last to exit the last to laugh on a path that's reckless
Living fast with the math invested
Trying to stack it up fast enough so the fam ain't stuck in the trap we're set with
Well connected the academics from asphalt
Rattle them heads shatter glass jaws
Get what you ask for out of this world bout to blast off
Fill the passports
Mornings on a mission been sipping something since last call with Jae tilt
Mo and j will
If heads is hate filled fuck em we break what they build really we onto something
Talking but ain't saying nothing I peeped the style out
Left em behind now we miles out took the fly route
Over dedicated ain't never taking no time out
Best to mind your mouth when you saying something in my house
Built with blood sweat sitting wondering what's next
Living a life of unrest sacrifices at sunset
So who want it come get it it's nothing thinking it's sweet
You thought it's something it wasn't end of discussion
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Oh how sweet life is with you
Hand in hand hold me close
In light of the moon
I wanna get away with you
I wanna get away
I wanna stay with you
You make it all okay
La da laa de dah dah
La da laa de dah dah
La da laa de dah dah
La da laa de dah dah
La da laa de dah dah
La da laa de dah dah
La da laa de dah dah
La da laa de dah dah
Never felt this way before
You're showing me a little something a little something more
Didn't know I could feel this way with you it's more than just another game to play
Never felt this way before
It's feeling like it's always afternoon
I'm crafting tunes to match the mood
You know how magic do
I'm in love with how I laugh with you
Infatuated watching how the candle light just dance with you
Baby fuck the world they couldn't handle you
Take my chance with you you can take up my time I share my sands with you
A glance at you and I see you shine I'm trying to stand with you
I'm making plans with you you picture perfect make the canvas move
I'm a face the world while hand in hand with you
And I don't wanna hide no more they had me feeling so confused
But you see me and I love being me with you ooh ooh ooh
And I don't wanna hide no more they had me feeling so confused
But you see me and I love being me with you
You ain't gotta hide it I'll be here through it all
At your side through every high and every fear through the fall
I'm a hold you while you cry then wipe the tears from your jaw
Baby I just wanna be where you are
I'll be here to kill the spiders when you scared on your porch
Bring you coffee when you tired water there when you cough
If you feeling uninspired I'm a carry the torch
Baby I just wanna be where you are
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7. |
Vice
02:43
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She don't love me she just co dependent
How you tell the story you don't know the ending
Thought I had it all but it was only rented
Gin be some time before these holes get mended
I need a minute
For now I'm swerving rolling reckless speed exceeding limits
She gon tell it like we both connected
Indeed we didn't
It's always something wrong it's like a broken record
So I'm moving on got no time to lose at all who you kidding
Be back up in her arms before I wrote this sentence
Knowing that we'll both regret it
Fuck it let it breathe
Told her that I'd never leave
Packed my bags and hit the road for seven weeks
Ces la vie gotta find a way
Why she trying to hibernate
Blowing up my line I told her I ain't got the time today
Too many miles away
Too many nights I lie awake
I should probably let her know she's just a vice I'm trying to shake
Then let her know I hope she smiles today
Hey yeah let her know I hope she smiles today
Now lets go
She got me feeling so low
But still I get by
Thinking how she get me feeling so high
Well alright
Now lets go
She got me feeling so low
But still I get by
Thinking how she get me feeling so high
Well alright
I don't think I really miss her
Still trying to find a frame to fit the picture
These days she only love me off a sip of that elixir
Off the liquor I could party with her
That's all it is though
She'll tell you it gets deeper than that
I beg to differ it was different back before she did dirt
She did me dirty, other worldly beauty fooled me thinking that she sweet as hershey
I deserve it but she don't deserve me
And ain't perfect but she know she hurt me
But didn't care so Moving on
They said that time heals all
Left behind these scars
Never mind these flaws
I'm feeling friendly
Call her up to see if she could tempt me
Yo wait a second
She don't really love me she just co dependent
Don't pretend it's more than just a couple broken souls connecting hoping that if we can keep each other close then all these holes get mended, I suppose it's open ended but for now I'll fly away
Let her know I hope she finds a brighter day yo
Now lets go
She got me feeling so low
But still I get by
Thinking how she get me feeling so high
Well alright
Now lets go
She got me feeling so low
But still I get by
Thinking how she get me feeling so high
Well alright
Now let's go
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8. |
Tested (feat. Jabee)
02:57
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Look
Hold up wait a minute
I don't play positions
Staying on a mission my ambition keeps me driven
Living in between conditions I was deep in my transition
If I say it it was written if you hate it it's division
If I'm paid it's commission if it's playing then you listen
Words cut deep what I'm saying it's incision
Life is heavy I was ready everyday I'm dodging prison
My brother got shot every day I hope he visits
So my faith is my extension and I pray and stay consistent
One foot in one foot out just the way I'm coexisting
I ain't saying so religious I'm a saint with no forgiveness
I'm saying so horrendous that today my soul is drifting
And the way you know I'm gifted is the pace I po position
The way I know I'm different is the way I stay consistent
Concise concision
Precise precision
Feeling like my life can see the heights intended
Build bridges of trust that bear the weight of truth
Still dealing with the stuff that I can't recoup
See why you ain't into loot
That's my daily pursuit
You can't persuade me to shoot
That don't even compute
Oooh all alone when the lights die
Trying to find something like a lifeline
Heavy on the shoulders and ready for the fight trying never mind
Wrong place at the right time
Yeah
All alone when the lights die
Trying to find something like a lifeline
Heavy on the shoulders and ready for the fight trying never mind
Wrong place at the right time
Yo I been trying to get the head straight shed that dead weight
Run it up until the legs ache and the bread breaks
It's a lot up on the chest plate
Check it I'm a be honest feel like I'm breaking beneath that burden they placing upon us
Mama called me crying steady losing her composure
Said baby I been trying but it's too much on the shoulders
Told her I'm a find the time
Got problems of my own but
I wanna make it better like your baby boys supposed to
Out here trying to navigate a world I don't fit in with
Hate us when we gone I know they probably gonna miss this
Might've got it wrong another product of conditions
Just another song about the struggle not what this is
This is something different
And it did what it did a vibe to connect with
Got me lifted I'm a live how I live
Shine when I'm tested
Take time to reflect and link with my brother minds intersected
My tribe in the trenches
Keep wise with intentions
Tested
Oooh all alone when the lights die
Trying to find something like a lifeline
Heavy on the shoulders and ready for the fight trying never mind
Wrong place at the right time
Yeah
All alone when the lights die
Trying to find something like a lifeline
Heavy on the shoulders and ready for the fight trying never mind
Wrong place at the right time
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Mostafa Bellingham, Washington
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